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My experience in
Dr. Larry Thorson
Scripture: Matthew 6:25-34
"Therefore I
tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your
body, what you will wear. Is not life more important than food, and the body
more important than clothes? 26 Look at the birds of the
air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly
Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? 27
Can any one of you by worrying add a single hour to your life?
28 "And why do you worry about clothes? See how the flowers of the field grow. They do not labor or spin. 29 Yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these. 30 If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, will he not much more clothe you—you of little faith? 31 So do not worry, saying, 'What shall we eat?' or 'What shall we drink?' or 'What shall we wear?' 32 For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. 33 But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. 34 Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.
Today’s New International Version Copyright © 2001, 2005 by International Bible Society
Last month I was feeling spiritually
exhausted and it only got worse as we moved into October. A high number of deaths, transitioning of
staff, the Family Center Task Force and a broken air conditioner at home just
plain wore me out. I knew that I needed
to get away and do some studying, praying and reflecting.
The other thing on my mind was how to do
worship in a way that would be meaningful for those under 40. I had planned for us to start the Legacy
service in September as an alternative style of worship but the more I read the
more I was realizing that that generation I was trying to reach was changing
very rapidly and my thinking as to how to do that service was becoming very
dated. So I put off starting the service
until I could get a better understanding.
One night in September when I was
particularly tired I saw an article on the Presbyterian Church USA website
about a new church development called the Hot Metal Bridge Faith Community in
So off I went to
When
the steel mills closed in the 1970’s and Pittsburgh lost its primary employment
base, my generation that are now in their 40’s, 50’s and 60’s left town to find
work. That left a city of the very poor
and/or the elderly. But
What you see in
The other factor about
Pittsburgh Presbytery, the largest
Presbyterian district in the country, knew that they needed to respond to these
empty sanctuaries and do something but they didn’t know what. They decided that spending all their efforts
trying to revive the dying churches wasn’t very fruitful and decided that they would
start new churches to reach a new generation.
The only problem was that those in Pittsburgh Presbytery doing work belonged
to my generation or the one before it and they didn’t know what to do. What do you do when you don’t know what to
do? You pray and that’s what the
leadership of Pittsburgh Presbytery did.
Out of the whirlwind came three new grassroots churches in three
different communities in
On Thursday morning, my second day
in
"Therefore I tell you,
do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body,
what you will wear. Is not life more important than food, and the body more
important than clothes? 26 Look at the birds of the air;
they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father
feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? 27
Can any one of you by worrying add a single hour to your life?
28 "And why do you worry about clothes? See how the flowers of the field grow. They do not labor or spin. 29 Yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these. 30 If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, will he not much more clothe you—you of little faith? 31 So do not worry, saying, 'What shall we eat?' or 'What shall we drink?' or 'What shall we wear?' 32 For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. 33 But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. 34 Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own”.
That particular passage really spoke
to my tired soul that day but I didn’t spend much time thinking about it
because well I was excited and on a mission that I felt I had to get on to. It did stick in my mind all day and I was
sure hoping that God wasn’t trying to make some kind of point with it to me.
That Thursday night the Hot Metal
Faith Community website said that they offered a weekly worship service at St. Casimir’s
church on the southside. This was a
former Lithuanian Catholic church that was to be made into condos. The website said the building was under
renovation and the pews were out so bring a blanket to sit on.
I got there for the
That hole put me in what looked like
it had been a sanctuary. All the pews had
been long gone alright, there were about 8 candles burning and some little
construction lights on. A Nissan pickup
and a motorcycle was also parked in there along with a lot of tools. One person was lying on a hammock. Others were walking around looking like they
were either stoned or in prayerful meditation.
I think it was the latter or at least I hope it was. Music from a cd was playing in the background.
Finally about
Then he introduced a guy at the
keyboard who began playing something I had never heard of, and couldn’t
understand what he was singing. Then he
tried to talk in between songs but he didn’t enunciate so I couldn’t tell what
he was saying.
Meanwhile during the music the
pastor guy laid down on the floor up front.
Now in my church when someone goes into that position in church I tell
the ushers to call 911. I just sat there
on this steel girder that was sitting on the floor.
After about a half hour the music
guy quit playing and the pastor guy got up and told us we were going to do
Lectio Divina tonight. Oh good, I
thought, something I can understand.
That’s where someone reads a portion of Scripture and gives you time to
meditate on it and then reads it again.
It was so dark in there and I don’t
know how he could see his Bible. He just
started reading without telling us where he was reading. He began to read…
"Therefore I tell you,
do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body,
what you will wear. Is not life more important than food, and the body more
important than clothes? 26 Look at the birds of the air;
they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father
feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? 27
Can any one of you by worrying add a single hour to your life?
28 "And why do you worry
about clothes? See how the flowers of the field grow. They do not labor or
spin. 29 Yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his
splendor was dressed like one of these. 30 If that is how God clothes
the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into the
fire, will he not much more clothe you—you of little faith? 31
So do not worry, saying, 'What shall we eat?' or 'What shall we drink?' or
'What shall we wear?' 32 For the pagans run after all these
things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. 33
But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be
given to you as well. 34 Therefore do not worry about
tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of
its own.
That guy not only read that passage
once and let me sit there for ten minutes with it, not twice, not three times
but four times. Let me tell you, after a
while in that dark, drafty, cold room on that hard steel girder that wasn’t
some preacher man reading some random passage to me anymore. That became the voice of Jesus himself. Then for some odd reason tears started flowing
from my eyes. Then I started
sobbing. Why? Because the Master had talked to me.
Then out of the dark this bread and
juice appeared on a little coffee table – one by one we knelt down at this
little table lingering as long as we wanted at the table with Jesus Then just as I came so I left, back out through
the hole in the wall into the dark.
On Friday our own Jane Kehrli happened
to be in town that and we toured the Bailey Ave. United Presbyterian Church
where she grew up and where she married its pastor George Kehrli who died this
past April and I did his service in this sanctuary. It was wonderful being with her and learning
what
On Friday night and Saturday there
was the conference on reaching the younger generation at the seminary. That was boring but helpful.
On Sunday I got to see the future – the
next generation of Presbyterian churches.
I got to see what the Wall Street Journal and the Presbyterian News
Service were talking about at the Hot Metal Bridge Faith Community.
Sunday services for that church are
very different from their Thursday night services. They’re held in the third floor cafeteria of
the
This is what I saw at
There was a time of sharing about things
that they were grateful for that day and things they could pray on. There was a
prayer time. There was a sermon about Jesus’
story of the leper and it was acted out in a skit. I saw a few portable speakers and two
microphones but no high tech projectors and no stag. What I did see were at
least 500 people in worship. There were
easily only three of us over age 50 with an additional 4 over age 40. I don’t think the rest will see their 30th
birthday for a long time.
Near the end of the service the pastor
broke a loaf of bread and invited everyone to come up and partake of the Lord’s
Table. Right then everyone got out of
their seats and formed two lines going in opposite directions to break off some
bread and dip it in the cup. By going in
opposite direction they had to face each other and recognize that they were all
invited to the same table of our Lord.
Meanwhile I didn’t even notice bountiful
food appearing on tables against the walls.
Where did that come from? As soon
as the communion was over we got in a giant circle, joined hands, and the
pastor blessed the food. As soon as he
said “Amen” chairs and tables went flying as they set up for their weekly meal
together. They serve 500 people for a
free meal every Sunday after worship.
They build the expense of that meal into their budget because having a
meal together is that important to them.
The pastor shared with the church
that day that the Goodwill people have sold their building to a developer for a
lot more than the church could afford to pay.
By
Here’s the thing, what would you do
if you were an elder in that Southside Presbyterian Church, one of the 20 still
worshipping there? Did I tell you that
the Monday night Bible study at Hot Metal Bridge is in a tattoo parlor? It’s called “In the Blood”. From
what I could tell a lot of their members are regular clients of that shop.
In the evening after attending an
organ recital at the East Liberty Presbyterian Church I went to the second of
Pittsburgh Presbytery’s new church developments, the Open Door. The Open Door meets in the Urban Project, an
old church that the Mennonites are renovating as a community center for
teaching job skills to the poor including a Starbucks training center.
I walked into the old sanctuary
which is in the process of being redone and I found myself in a dinner
line. Open Door starts their one Sunday worship
service with dinner at
On Monday I visited the Pittsburgh
Project. It was started by a
Presbyterian minister in the north side of
The Pittsburgh Project is now raising
money to build the only gym in that community and that will be on park land
across the street from their campus.
They’ve also mowed two vacant lots in front of the park and have turned
the area into a community farm to help provide vegetables for their students.
In 2003 they were able to buy the abandoned
Catholic church building next door, renovated it, opened a restaurant in it to
train the poor for food industry jobs and also opened the third new church
development for Pittsburgh Presbytery, the Mosaic Community, led totally by
volunteers.
Here are some lessons I learned in
Secondly, their worship services were
exactly what we were doing this summer except for a few songs sung in a
different manner. The worship services I
saw were also not performances by a few but a community celebration for
all. They share together. They laugh together. They cry together. They sing together. They pray together. They eat together. That’s the community that Jesus came to
create.
If this church is a community of Christ
it can’t be that I come to this church because I’ve always been a
Presbyterian. It can’t be that I come to
this church because they sing the kind of music I like. It can’t be that I come to this church just because
I like organ music. It can’t be that I
come to this church because they don’t have drums. It can’t be that I come to this church
because they preach the word in a certain non-offensive manner. It has to be that I come to this church because
I see Jesus here, flesh and blood Jesus.
Not a sterile, theoretical Jesus in a pulpit but a flesh and blood Jesus
whose body is you.
I don’t think you can get to know this
Jesus by just sitting in that pew staring straight ahead. That’s why meals are so important to have
together. That’s why small groups where
you can share your private lives are so important.
Next Sunday we’re going to be sharing a
really nice meal together after the worship service to celebrate Pastor Scott’s
ministry here. Then again, another meal
on Nov. 18 after the worship service to dream and imagine together as a family
about the possibilities for our Family Center and hearing more about the
Pittsburgh Project from a team that we’re sending back there to take a closer
look. In January we’ll be launching a
whole series of new non-threatening small groups. My hope is that we’ll be eating a whole lot
of meals together and singing of our praises for our Savior, the savior of the
world, Jesus Christ.
As God could speak to me on that steel
girder in that very strange worship service, I really believe that God is about
to do a new thing in our midst and it’s going to be good.